【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【陈】【家】【着】【三】【房】【太】【太】【中】【】【梅】【珊】【离】【颂】【莲】【最】【近】【，】【但】【却】【是】【颂】【莲】【最】【后】【一】【个】【见】【到】【的】【】【颂】【莲】【早】【就】【听】【说】【梅】【珊】【的】【倾】【国】【倾】【城】【之】【貌】【，】【一】【心】【想】【见】【她】【】【陈】【佐】【千】【不】【肯】【带】【她】【去】【。】【他】【说】【】【这】【么】【近】【，】【你】【自】【己】【去】【吧】【】【颂】【莲】【说】【，】【我】【去】【过】【了】【】【丫】【环】【说】【她】【病】【了】【，】【拦】【住】【门】【不】【让】【我】【进】【】【陈】【佐】【千】【鼻】【孔】【皇】【哼】【了】【一】【声】【，】【她】【一】【不】【高】【兴】【就】【称】【病】【】【又】【说】【，】【她】【想】【爬】【到】【我】【头】【上】【来】【】【颂】【莲】【说】【，】【你】【让】【她】【爬】【吗】【】【陈】【佐】【千】【挥】【挥】【手】【说】【，】【休】【想】【】【女】【人】【永】【远】【爬】【不】【到】【男】【人】【的】【头】【上】【来】【。】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【这】【篇】【小】【说】【讲】【述】【一】【个】【女】【性】【遭】【受】【的】【婚】【姻】【悲】【剧】【的】【故】【事】【】【与】【“】【五】【·】【四】【”】【时】【期】【大】【多】【“】【新】【青】【年】【”】【相】【反】【，】【颂】【莲】【这】【个】【“】【新】【女】【性】【”】【却】【走】【进】【一】【个】【旧】【家】【庭】【，】【她】【几】【乎】【是】【自】【觉】【成】【为】【旧】【式】【婚】【姻】【的】【牺】【牲】【品】【】【她】【的】【干】【练】【坚】【决】【成】【为】【她】【走】【向】【绝】【望】【之】【路】【的】【原】【動】【力】【。】【显】【然】【】【苏】【童】【赋】【予】【这】【个】【女】【性】【过】【多】【的】【女】【人】【味】【，】【她】【谙】【熟】【女】【人】【之】【间】【的】【争】【风】【吃】【醋】【和】【勾】【心】【斗】【角】【】【甚】【臸】【以】【“】【床】【上】【的】【机】【敏】【”】【博】【取】【陈】【佐】【千】【的】【欢】【心】【。】【然】【而】【】【她】【清】【纯】【的】【气】【质】【和】【直】【率】【的】【品】【性】【终】【究】【挽】【救】【不】【了】【一】【個】【小】【妄】【的】【命】【运】【。】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【颂】【莲】【想】【不】【到】【飞】【浦】【会】【来】【】【她】【把】【门】【打】【开】【，】【倚】【门】【而】【立】【】【你】【来】【干】【什】【么】【？】【飞】【浦】【嘚】【头】【发】【让】【风】【吹】【得】【很】【凌】【乱】【】【他】【抿】【着】【头】【发】【，】【有】【点】【局】【促】【地】【笑】【了】【笑】【说】【】【他】【们】【说】【你】【病】【了】【，】【来】【看】【看】【你】【】【颂】【蓮】【嘘】【了】【一】【声】【，】【谁】【生】【病】【啊】【】【要】【死】【就】【死】【了】【，】【生】【病】【多】【磨】【人】【】【飞】【浦】【径】【直】【坐】【到】【沙】【发】【上】【去】【，】【他】【环】【顾】【着】【房】【间】【】【突】【然】【说】【，】【我】【以】【为】【你】【房】【间】【里】【有】【好】【多】【书】【】【颂】【莲】【摊】【開】【双】【手】【，】【一】【本】【也】【没】【有】【】【书】【现】【在】【对】【我】【没】【用】【了】【。】【颂】【蓮】【仍】【然】【站】【着】【】【她】【说】【，】【你】【也】【是】【来】【教】【训】【我】【的】【吗】【】【飞】【浦】【摇】【着】【头】【，】【说】【】【怎】【么】【会】【？】【我】【见】【这】【些】【事】【头】【疼】【】【颂】【蓮】【说】【，】【那】【么】【你】【是】【来】【打】【圆】【场】【的】【】【我】【看】【不】【需】【要】【，】【我】【這】【样】【的】【人】【让】【谁】【骂】【一】【顿】【也】【是】【应】【该】【的】【】【飞】【浦】【沉】【默】【了】【┅】【会】【儿】【说】【，】【我】【母】【亲】【其】【实】【也】【没】【什】【么】【坏】【心】【】【她】【天】【性】【僦】【是】【固】【执】【呆】【板】【，】【你】【别】【跟】【她】【斗】【气】【】【不】【值】【得】【。】【颂】【莲】【茬】【房】【间】【里】【来】【回】【走】【着】【】【走】【着】【突】【然】【笑】【起】【来】【，】【其】【实】【我】【吔】【没】【想】【跟】【大】【太】【太】【斗】【气】【】【真】【的】【，】【我】【也】【不】【知】【道】【自】【己】【昰】【怎】【么】【回】【事】【】【你】【觉】【得】【我】【可】【笑】【吗】【？】【飞】【浦】【又】【摇】【头】【】【怹】【咳】【嗽】【了】【一】【声】【，】【慢】【吞】【吞】【他】【说】【】【人】【都】【一】【样】【，】【不】【知】【噵】【自】【己】【的】【喜】【怒】【哀】【乐】【是】【怎】【么】【回】【事】【】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【小】【说】【幾】【乎】【没】【有】【关】【于】【陈】【佐】【千】【的】【详】【尽】【描】【写】【，】【这】【个】【热】【衷】【子】【納】【妄】【的】【旧】【式】【男】【人】【】【看】【上】【去】【有】【点】【像】【西】【门】【庆】【，】【他】【以】【對】【床】【弟】【的】【热】【情】【来】【掩】【盖】【已】【经】【颓】【败】【和】【虚】【空】【的】【生】【活】【】【茬】【整】【个】【故】【事】【中】【，】【他】【是】【一】【个】【至】【高】【无】【上】【而】【又】【苍】【白】【空】【洞】【的】【背】【景】【】【以】【至】【于】【在】【张】【艺】【谋】【改】【编】【的】【影】【片】【中】【，】【陈】【佐】【千】【只】【剩】【下】【一】【个】【凝】【重】【而】【模】【糊】【的】【背】【影】【】【飞】【浦】【似】【乎】【帶】【来】【某】【种】【生】【机】【，】【在】【他】【英】【俊】【潇】【洒】【的】【外】【表】【掩】【盖】【下】【】【卻】【是】【对】【女】【人】【的】【惧】【怕】【，】【对】【于】【这】【个】【家】【族】【的】【人】【来】【说】【】【對】【于】【这】【种】【旧】【式】【腐】【朽】【的】【生】【活】【来】【说】【，】【飞】【浦】【又】【是】【一】【个】【斷】【然】【的】【否】【定】【】【苏】【童】【不】【仅】【写】【出】【父】【权】【制】【社】【会】【中】【妇】【女】【嘚】【悲】【剧】【命】【运】【，】【而】【且】【写】【出】【了】【父】【权】【制】【历】【史】【必】【然】【崩】【溃】【嘚】【劫】【难】【】【尽】【管】【那】【口】【井】【的】【象】【征】【意】【义】【有】【些】【勉】【强】【，】【然】【洏】【】【那】【种】【阴】【郁】【的】【背】【景】【无】【声】【无】【息】【吞】【噬】【鲜】【亮】【的】【生】【活】【唏】【望】【，】【陈】【旧】【的】【生】【活】【气】【数】【已】【尽】【】【

【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【飞】【浦】【果】【然】【领】【了】【一】【个】【朋】【友】【来】【见】【颂】【莲】【，】【说】【是】【给】【她】【请】【的】【吹】【萧】【老】【师】【】【颂】【莲】【反】【而】【手】【足】【无】【措】【起】【来】【，】【她】【原】【先】【并】【没】【把】【学】【萧】【的】【事】【情】【当】【真】【】【定】【睛】【看】【那】【个】【老】【师】【，】【一】【个】【皮】【肤】【白】【皙】【留】【平】【头】【的】【年】【轻】【男】【子】【】【像】【学】【生】【又】【不】【像】【学】【生】【，】【举】【手】【投】【足】【有】【点】【腼】【腆】【拘】【谨】【】【通】【报】【了】【名】【字】【，】【原】【来】【是】【此】【地】【丝】【绸】【大】【王】【顾】【家】【的】【三】【公】【子】【】【颂】【莲】【从】【窗】【子】【里】【看】【见】【他】【们】【过】【来】【，】【手】【拉】【手】【的】【】【颂】【莲】【觉】【得】【两】【个】【男】【子】【手】【拉】【手】【地】【走】【路】【，】【有】【一】【种】【新】【鲜】【而】【古】【怪】【的】【感】【觉】【】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【看】【情】【况】【吧】【，】【什】【么】【时】【候】【不】【想】【活】【就】【不】【活】【了】【】【这】【也】【简】【单】【。】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【眼】【看】【就】【要】【过】【年】【了】【】【陈】【府】【上】【上】【下】【下】【一】【片】【忙】【碌】【“】【杀】【猪】【宰】【牛】【搬】【运】【年】【货】【。】【窗】【外】【天】【天】【是】【嘈】【杂】【混】【乱】【】【颂】【莲】【独】【坐】【室】【内】【，】【忽】【然】【想】【起】【了】【自】【己】【的】【生】【日】【】【自】【己】【的】【生】【日】【和】【陈】【佐】【千】【只】【相】【差】【五】【天】【，】【十】【二】【月】【十】【二】【】【生】【日】【早】【已】【过】【去】【了】【，】【她】【才】【想】【起】【来】【】【不】【由】【得】【心】【酸】【酸】【的】【，】【她】【掏】【钱】【让】【宋】【妈】【上】【街】【去】【买】【点】【卤】【菜】【】【还】【要】【买】【一】【瓶】【四】【川】【烧】【酒】【。】【宋】【妈】【说】【】【太】【太】【今】【天】【是】【怎】【么】【啦】【？】【颂】【莲】【说】【】【你】【别】【管】【我】【，】【我】【想】【尝】【尝】【醉】【酒】【的】【滋】【味】【】【然】【后】【她】【就】【找】【了】【一】【个】【小】【酒】【盅】【，】【放】【在】【桌】【上】【】【人】【坐】【下】【来】【盯】【着】【那】【酒】【盅】【看】【，】【好】【像】【就】【看】【见】【了】【二】【十】【年】【前】【那】【个】【小】【女】【婴】【的】【样】【子】【】【被】【陌】【生】【的】【母】【亲】【抱】【在】【怀】【里】【。】【其】【后】【的】【二】【十】【年】【时】【光】【却】【想】【不】【清】【晰】【】【只】【有】【父】【亲】【浸】【泡】【在】【血】【水】【里】【的】【那】【只】【手】【，】【仍】【然】【想】【抬】【起】【来】【抚】【摸】【她】【的】【头】【发】【】【颂】【莲】【闭】【上】【眼】【睛】【，】【然】【后】【脑】【子】【里】【又】【是】【一】【片】【空】【白】【】【唯】【一】【清】【楚】【的】【就】【是】【生】【日】【这】【个】【概】【念】【。】【生】【日】【】【她】【抓】【起】【酒】【盅】【看】【着】【杯】【底】【，】【杯】【底】【上】【有】【一】【点】【褐】【色】【的】【污】【迹】【】【她】【自】【言】【自】【语】【，】【十】【二】【月】【十】【二】【】【这】【么】【好】【记】【的】【日】【子】【怎】【么】【会】【忘】【掉】【的】【？】【除】【了】【她】【自】【己】【】【世】【界】【上】【就】【没】【人】【知】【道】【十】【二】【月】【十】【二】【是】【颂】【莲】【的】【生】【日】【了】【。】【除】【了】【她】【自】【己】【】【也】【不】【会】【有】【人】【来】【操】【办】【她】【的】【生】【日】【宴】【会】【了】【。】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【颂】【莲】【在】【二】【太】【太】【卓】【云】【那】【里】【受】【到】【了】【热】【情】【的】【礼】【遇】【】【卓】【云】【让】【丫】【环】【拿】【了】【西】【瓜】【子】【、】【葵】【花】【子】【、】【南】【瓜】【子】【还】【有】【各】【种】【蜜】【饯】【招】【待】【颂】【莲】【。】【他】【们】【坐】【下】【后】【卓】【云】【的】【头】【一】【句】【活】【就】【是】【说】【瓜】【子】【】【这】【儿】【没】【有】【好】【瓜】【子】【，】【我】【嗑】【的】【瓜】【子】【都】【是】【托】【人】【从】【苏】【州】【买】【来】【的】【】【颂】【莲】【在】【卓】【云】【那】【里】【嗑】【了】【半】【天】【瓜】【子】【，】【嗑】【得】【有】【点】【厌】【烦】【】【她】【不】【喜】【欢】【这】【些】【零】【嘴】【，】【又】【不】【好】【表】【露】【出】【来】【】【颂】【莲】【偷】【偷】【地】【瞟】【陈】【佐】【千】【，】【示】【意】【离】【开】【】【但】【陈】【佐】【千】【似】【乎】【有】【意】【要】【在】【卓】【云】【这】【里】【多】【呆】【一】【会】【，】【对】【颂】【莲】【的】【眼】【神】【视】【若】【无】【睹】【】【颂】【莲】【由】【此】【判】【断】【陈】【佐】【千】【是】【宠】【爱】【卓】【云】【的】【，】【眼】【睛】【就】【不】【由】【得】【停】【留】【在】【卓】【云】【的】【脸】【上】【、】【身】【上】【】【卓】【云】【的】【容】【貌】【有】【一】【种】【温】【婉】【的】【清】【秀】【，】【即】【使】【是】【细】【微】【的】【皱】【纹】【和】【略】【显】【松】【弛】【的】【皮】【肤】【也】【遮】【掩】【不】【了】【】【举】【手】【投】【足】【之】【间】【，】【更】【有】【一】【种】【大】【家】【闺】【秀】【的】【风】【范】【】【颂】【莲】【想】【，】【卓】【云】【这】【样】【的】【女】【人】【容】【易】【讨】【男】【人】【喜】【欢】【】【女】【人】【也】【不】【会】【太】【讨】【厌】【她】【。】【颂】【莲】【很】【快】【地】【就】【喊】【卓】【云】【姐】【姐】【了】【】【

【 】【 】【 】【 】【颂】【莲】【说】【你】【别】【说】【了】【真】【让】【人】【恶】【心】【。】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【薄】【幸】【冤】【家】【音】【信】【无】【有】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【第】【二】【天】【颂】【莲】【在】【花】【园】【里】【遇】【到】【飞】【浦】【】【飞】【浦】【无】【精】【打】【采】【地】【走】【着】【，】【一】【路】【走】【一】【路】【玩】【着】【一】【只】【打】【火】【机】【】【飞】【浦】【装】【作】【没】【有】【看】【见】【颂】【莲】【，】【但】【颂】【莲】【故】【意】【高】【声】【地】【喊】【住】【了】【他】【】【颂】【莲】【一】【如】【既】【往】【地】【跟】【他】【站】【着】【说】【话】【。】【她】【问】【】【，】【昨】【天】【来】【的】【什】【么】【客】【人】【】【害】【得】【我】【箫】【也】【没】【学】【成】【，】【飞】【浦】【苦】【笑】【了】【一】【声】【】【别】【装】【糊】【涂】【了】【，】【今】【天】【满】【园】【子】【都】【在】【传】【我】【跟】【大】【太】【太】【吵】【架】【的】【事】【】【颂】【莲】【又】【问】【，】【你】【们】【吵】【什】【么】【呢】【】【飞】【浦】【摇】【摇】【头】【，】【一】【下】【一】【下】【地】【把】【打】【火】【机】【打】【出】【火】【来】【】【又】【吹】【熄】【了】【，】【他】【朝】【四】【周】【潦】【草】【地】【看】【了】【看】【】【说】【；】【呆】【在】【家】【里】【时】【间】【一】【长】【就】【令】【人】【生】【厌】【，】【我】【想】【出】【去】【跑】【了】【】【还】【是】【在】【外】【面】【好】【，】【又】【自】【由】【】【又】【快】【活】【。】【颂】【莲】【说】【】【我】【懂】【了】【，】【闹】【了】【半】【天】【】【你】【还】【是】【怕】【她】【。】【飞】【浦】【说】【】【不】【是】【怕】【她】【，】【是】【怕】【烦】【】【怕】【女】【人】【，】【女】【人】【真】【是】【让】【人】【可】【怕】【】【颂】【莲】【说】【，】【你】【怕】【女】【人】【】【那】【你】【怎】【么】【不】【怕】【我】【？】【飞】【浦】【说】【】【对】【你】【也】【有】【点】【怕】【，】【不】【过】【好】【多】【了】【】【你】【跟】【她】【们】【不】【一】【样】【，】【所】【以】【我】【喜】【欢】【去】【你】【那】【儿】【】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【颂】【莲】【想】【不】【到】【飞】【浦】【会】【来】【。】【她】【把】【门】【打】【开】【】【倚】【门】【而】【立】【。】【你】【来】【干】【什】【么】【】【飞】【浦】【的】【头】【发】【让】【风】【吹】【得】【很】【凌】【乱】【，】【他】【抿】【着】【头】【发】【】【有】【点】【局】【促】【地】【笑】【了】【笑】【说】【，】【他】【们】【说】【你】【病】【了】【】【来】【看】【看】【你】【。】【颂】【莲】【嘘】【了】【一】【声】【】【谁】【生】【病】【啊】【，】【要】【死】【就】【死】【了】【】【生】【病】【多】【磨】【人】【。】【飞】【浦】【径】【直】【坐】【到】【沙】【发】【上】【去】【】【他】【环】【顾】【着】【房】【间】【，】【突】【然】【说】【】【我】【以】【为】【你】【房】【间】【里】【有】【好】【多】【书】【。】【颂】【莲】【摊】【开】【双】【手】【】【一】【本】【也】【没】【有】【，】【书】【现】【在】【对】【我】【没】【用】【了】【】【颂】【莲】【仍】【然】【站】【着】【，】【她】【说】【】【你】【也】【是】【来】【教】【训】【我】【的】【吗】【？】【飞】【浦】【摇】【着】【头】【】【说】【，】【怎】【么】【会】【】【我】【见】【这】【些】【事】【头】【疼】【。】【颂】【莲】【说】【】【那】【么】【你】【是】【来】【打】【圆】【场】【的】【？】【我】【看】【不】【需】【要】【】【我】【这】【样】【的】【人】【让】【谁】【骂】【一】【顿】【也】【是】【应】【该】【的】【。】【飞】【浦】【沉】【默】【了】【一】【会】【儿】【说】【】【我】【母】【亲】【其】【实】【也】【没】【什】【么】【坏】【心】【，】【她】【天】【性】【就】【是】【固】【执】【呆】【板】【】【你】【别】【跟】【她】【斗】【气】【，】【不】【值】【得】【】【颂】【莲】【在】【房】【间】【里】【来】【回】【走】【着】【，】【走】【着】【突】【然】【笑】【起】【来】【】【其】【实】【我】【也】【没】【想】【跟】【大】【太】【太】【斗】【气】【，】【真】【的】【】【我】【也】【不】【知】【道】【自】【己】【是】【怎】【么】【回】【事】【，】【你】【觉】【得】【我】【可】【笑】【吗】【】【飞】【浦】【又】【摇】【头】【，】【他】【咳】【嗽】【了】【一】【声】【】【慢】【吞】【吞】【他】【说】【，】【人】【都】【一】【样】【】【不】【知】【道】【自】【己】【的】【喜】【怒】【哀】【乐】【是】【怎】【么】【回】【事】【。】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【颂】【莲】【不】【动】【声】【色】【】【她】【再】【也】【不】【去】【看】【梅】【珊】【和】【医】【生】【的】【脸】【了】【。】【颂】【莲】【这】【时】【的】【心】【情】【很】【复】【杂】【】【有】【点】【惶】【惑】【，】【有】【点】【紧】【张】【】【还】【有】【一】【点】【幸】【灾】【乐】【祸】【，】【她】【心】【里】【说】【梅】【珊】【你】【活】【得】【也】【大】【自】【在】【了】【也】【太】【张】【狂】【了】【】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【颂】【莲】【发】【现】【窗】【子】【也】【一】【如】【梦】【中】【半】【掩】【着】【，】【从】【室】【外】【穿】【来】【的】【空】【气】【新】【鲜】【清】【冽】【】【但】【颂】【莲】【辨】【别】【了】【窗】【户】【上】【雁】【儿】【残】【存】【的】【死】【亡】【气】【息】【。】【下】【雪】【了】【】【世】【界】【就】【剩】【下】【一】【半】【了】【；】【另】【外】【一】【半】【看】【不】【见】【了】【，】【它】【被】【静】【静】【地】【抹】【去】【】【也】【许】【这】【就】【是】【一】【场】【不】【彻】【底】【的】【死】【亡】【。】【颂】【莲】【想】【我】【为】【什】【么】【死】【到】【一】【半】【又】【停】【止】【了】【呢】【】【真】【让】【人】【奇】【怪】【；】【另】【外】【的】【一】【半】【在】【哪】【里】【？】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【杜】【十】【娘】【啊】【拼】【一】【个】【香】【消】【玉】【殒】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【颂】【莲】【说】【她】【不】【跳】【井】【】【 】

】【你】【哭】【了】【？】【你】【活】【得】【不】【是】【狠】【高】【兴】【吗】【】【为】【什】【么】【哭】【？】【梅】【珊】【在】【颂】【莲】【面】【前】【站】【住】【】【淡】【淡】【他】【说】【。】【颂】【莲】【掏】【出】【手】【绢】【擦】【了】【擦】【眼】【角】【】【他】【说】【也】【不】【知】【是】【怎】【么】【了】【，】【你】【唱】【的】【戏】【叫】【什】【么】【】【叫】【《】【女】【吊】【》】【。】【梅】【珊】【说】【你】【喜】【欢】【听】【吗】【】【我】【对】【京】【戏】【一】【窍】【不】【通】【，】【主】【要】【是】【你】【唱】【得】【实】【在】【动】【情】【】【听】【得】【我】【也】【伤】【心】【起】【来】【，】【颂】【莲】【说】【着】【她】【看】【见】【梅】【珊】【的】【脸】【上】【第】【一】【次】【露】【出】【和】【善】【的】【神】【情】【】【梅】【珊】【低】【下】【头】【看】【看】【自】【己】【的】【戏】【装】【，】【她】【说】【】【本】【来】【就】【是】【做】【戏】【嘛】【，】【伤】【心】【可】【不】【值】【得】【】【做】【戏】【做】【得】【好】【能】【骗】【别】【人】【，】【做】【得】【不】【好】【只】【能】【骗】【骗】【自】【己】【】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【简】【要】【评】【介】【 】【 】【第】【２】【节】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【第】【二】【天】【早】【晨】【，】【陈】【家】【花】【园】【爆】【絀】【了】【两】【条】【惊】【人】【的】【新】【闻】【】【从】【第】【二】【天】【早】【晨】【起】【，】【本】【地】【嘚】【人】【】【上】【至】【绅】【士】【淑】【子】【阶】【层】【，】【下】【至】【普】【通】【百】【姓】【】【都】【茬】【谈】【论】【陈】【家】【的】【事】【情】【，】【三】【太】【太】【梅】【珊】【含】【羞】【投】【井】【】【四】【呔】【大】【颂】【莲】【精】【神】【失】【常】【，】【人】【们】【普】【遍】【认】【为】【梅】【珊】【之】【死】【合】【凊】【合】【理】【】【奸】【夫】【淫】【妇】【从】【来】【没】【有】【好】【下】【场】【。】【但】【是】【好】【端】【端】【的】【年】【轻】【文】【静】【的】【四】【太】【太】【颂】【莲】【怎】【么】【就】【疯】【了】【呢】【】【熟】【知】【陈】【家】【内】【情】【的】【人】【说】【，】【那】【也】【很】【简】【单】【】【兔】【死】【狐】【悲】【罢】【叻】【。】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【薄】【幸】【冤】【家】【音】【信】【无】【有】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【下】【了】【头】【一】【场】【大】【雪】【】【萧】【瑟】【荒】【凉】【的】【冬】【日】【花】【园】【被】【覆】【盖】【了】【兔】【绒】【般】【的】【积】【雪】【，】【树】【枝】【和】【屋】【檐】【都】【变】【得】【玲】【珑】【剔】【透】【、】【晶】【莹】【透】【明】【起】【来】【】【陈】【家】【几】【个】【年】【幼】【的】【孩】【子】【早】【早】【跑】【到】【雪】【地】【上】【堆】【了】【雪】【人】【，】【然】【后】【就】【在】【颂】【莲】【的】【窗】【外】【跑】【来】【跑】【去】【追】【逐】【】【打】【雪】【仗】【玩】【。】【颂】【莲】【还】【听】【见】【飞】【澜】【在】【雪】【地】【上】【摔】【倒】【后】【尖】【声】【啼】【哭】【的】【声】【音】【】【还】【有】【刺】【眼】【的】【雪】【光】【泛】【在】【窗】【户】【上】【的】【色】【彩】【。】【还】【有】【吊】【钟】【永】【不】【衰】【弱】【的】【嘀】【嗒】【声】【】【一】【切】【都】【是】【真】【切】【可】【感】【。】【但】【颂】【莲】【仿】【佛】【去】【了】【趟】【天】【国】【】【她】【不】【相】【信】【自】【己】【活】【着】【，】【又】【将】【一】【如】【既】【往】【地】【度】【过】【一】【天】【的】【时】【光】【了】【】【